Nyx

With all the babies around, I can't help but think I miss Caprice being that small.
If only I could have another one.

Astoria-
If you and Draco are in need of a place to stay, I am more than willing to lend you my home. I can go and stay with Caprice.

I know my house isn't anywhere near the wonder your's was, but it will do until your home returns.


Theo- Are you okay?

[Private to Astoria]
I owe you an apology. I was rather harsh upon, what seemed to me, your second arrival. It was rude and inconsiderate of me to just act to a situation you had no memory of. In my defense, I did not realize that you did not have your memory of your previous time here. I apologize for everything I said to you, it was wrong and hurtful.

Is there ever going to be a chance of you forgiving your older sister?

[Private to Draco]
I know we don't talk. But I'm hoping to demand an answer from you. What the bloody fuck is going on with Astoria? I just had an interesting conversation with her, and it seems she suddenly doesn't hate me like she did last time she was here.

What the fuck happened Draco?
[/Private]

It's weird the emotions that hit you randomly. With everyone getting pregnant (something I still am dumbfounded by), I am struck with these strong emotions. I remember what it was like being pregnant. And now I miss my baby girl so much! It feels like it was yesterday that I held her for the first time, but years since I've seen her.

Maybe she'll show soon? That would be lovely. I miss her ever so dearly.

I miss Astoria as well.

Every time I pick up this journal I get some damn bit of news that I don't really want to know.

Now I'm finding out that my sister Astoria is gone. I guess I shouldn't be sad about it. I will miss her. I wish things had gone better.

Fates, why-

*several ink splotches*

Well it seems my host didn't get a chance to finish her journal entry. I'll go ahead and do that.

Fates, why haven't you made my horrible host let me out? I've been bottled up, listening to her whining and complaining about her sister. Frankly, I'm tempted to find a way to keep her quiet. Permanently.

How has everyone been? I haven't been out to say hello for quite some time. Any thing of interest happen in the last month or so?

It has been a long time since I have had the glorious moon shine upon my face. Oh how I have missed it. It is not the day I miss, no the sun was glaring and awful, no offense Apollo. If you looked into the sun, it blinded you and your vision was blurred by tiny black dots for several moments afterward.

The moon on the other hand, the moon was bright and beautiful. You could stare all night at the moon, and it would never get old. The moon shines upon your face as gentle as a kiss.

For centuries I've been trapped in a nothingness, not alive and unable to see what I love most. But now I am back, alive as much as I can be. Trapped in this body who seems to enjoy the night as much as I. I am glad I waited for this body. It suits me well.

Now Nemesis, Atropos, Lachesis, Clotho. Come say hello to your mother. She has missed you.

This is death? This is the afterlife the living dreaded to discover? A part of me wishes I didn't drink the poison. This may very well turn out to be my own personal hell. To keep on living in death as I did in life.

Who else is here?